That Separation

Ever had a feeling that you know you like someone?

Yeah, that one. I feel it too but it sucks every time it comes.

I never find one that doesn't have a glass wall  that blocks

me from reaching her. You ever felt that way before?

I get it countless times. And it's not because she doesn't like me.

Even if she does some part of me screws it up.

Like these poor suckers here.

Yeah. That's how I feel. It sucks.

If I had a sledgehammer with me I would break that glass

and walk to her and ask her out but it doesn't seem to

work out. Maybe there is a reason for it. And I hope it's a

good one. Life never seems to give you a good time unless you're

marked to have one. Fascinating how life takes you on it's wonderful journeys.

And yet at the end of the day you regret nothing. Not for the sadness you felt,

nor the wrongdoings you committed, just happy with life. That is

if you live life for the sake of living. =D

Life... the beginning of Death?

This may sound awkward but in the end, it makes sense.

When babies are born we always hear:"He/she has just begun his/her life

in this world." What we don't normally hear is:" This young infant has

just begun dying." But that is more appropriate, is it not?

We are humans, brought into the world just to leave it.

We start dying the second we breath, every second we use is a step

towards death. So why do what we do now? We do what we do to

make dying here easier, period. In the old days when war occurred

people threw stones at people to kill them. The suffering involved

was no amount of pleasure compared to now. All it takes is just a

bullet and you don't even know you died. Back then when old

people suffered from incurable diseases they lay on their beds

wishing for death to sweep over them. Now we can comfortably ask

for pain relievers and die comfortably in a lavish room full of

items desired.

The question is: Were we brought here to die? Or were we here for a reason?

We are here for a reason, we are here to prove ourselves.

Before we materialized we knew nothing, looked like nothing, were

nothing. When we entered the world we were given a mission, a

gargantuan task; to prove our worth and allegiance to the one that

created this world. Accomplishing this mission will grant us entrance

to a place more beautiful than Machu Picchu, calmer than the 

Maldives, safer than being in the arms of a loved one. Failing it 

will cost us not only our souls but will also result with an eternity

with fire and pain.

So the only thing to do is for us to choose which path we wish to

take. Which one did you choose?

P.s Time is running out fast. To quote St. Marher ~ Time and tide waits for no man.

One Night in Vegas

Never had a night like that. Ever. It was so awesome I've been

thinking about it every night. Maybe because it's my first time at

such an event but who's counting? Getting dressed up was
a pain, definitely. But it was worth it. Suspenders baby!!!

The gala was held in Equatorial Hotel and the theme, as stated

was One Night in Vegas. The sad part was that no one stood

out like me, save a few. Almost all were in suits and ties, what

utter boring crap. My outfit? looked like this....

Fedora, suspenders, shirt, pants and converse shoes,

(I know I look fat but I'm not that fat, definitely)

what else do you need to look out of place?

As long as you don't look like a small (very small)

bouncer you're fine.

I had awesome friends to accompany me that night,

among them were Alvin Andrew, he went to INTI

Subang and came back gay. Look at him trying to

kiss a guy.

Very cool guy if you get know him. =D

To a tribute to him... DOIN DOIN DOIN!

I performed that night, of course with awesome people.

From left it's Lee Sue Yi (Drummer [awesome])

Rusy Lee (Female vocalist [the cool cat])

Me (Bass guitarist [complete dufus])

Tabitha Teo (Pianist [The tabby cat])

Ted Lee (Electric guitarist [Ron Weasley look alike])

And not forgetting Mahesh Nambiar (Male vocalist [70's dude])

who got caught trying to kiss Alvin Andrew.... 

We were called Random (still don't get it why though)
and we weren't that great but it was all smiles for the lot

of us. So it was all good even though we fumbled a bit.

Part of the event involved playing poker but it was way too

crowded so as a card dealer it would be a shame if he didn't

have a deck of cards ready. So we played chor tai ti instead.

 The other two players were Chen Eu (in blue) and
Lroy. Considerably less number of people crowding around
so it was much better as we had more air to breath from.
Now what is a gala if there weren't photos?

We did take quite a number of photos when the gala was going.

Among them were.

That's me and Victor Chee, another cool cat.

And no, I never expected myself to look that 

retarded. XD

Another photo that was taken was this one.

Beside Tabitha is Delton Cox, a man who
has made heads turn for his sense of humor
and his source of the humor, Uncyclopedia.
Looking good in a suit, definitely one of the
people that stood out of the crowd.

After the night's program was over we stayed
behind to take a few more photos that were proper.
My personal preference was these two.

 He's Alex and I must say, he's a pretty comfortable pillow
to lie on.

Everyone that could stay took a group photo.
Looks like everyone had a great night.

It was a beautiful night and the hotel had a beautiful view
with a cooling breeze. So guess what? I did something very
unexpected but left me with a very big smile on my face.
I took a walk, but not alone. I was with my best friend Tab
who looked  stunningly beautiful that night. I even managed to
get her to go a few rounds with me on the floor. It's been awhile
since we had such moments and given the time she has left
before she leaves I guess it would be the last time we could talk
face to face since she would prefer to spend her last month with
her special someone.

It was indeed a great night and I did have lots of fun.

Some quotes which would serve this situation well

would be "That's some justice done", "All's well that ends well."

28 days

Hey guys, it's been 28 days since I last posted a post at all.

Although that last post was just some random thought

that popped in my head.

This post will be about what happened in the 28days

that I was inactive here.

First Week : Went with a good friend to watch 2 movies, Pirates of the Caribbean 4 and Insidious.

Insidious was scary.... Really SCARY... seriously. Pirates of the Caribbean 4 was

pretty much like a regular POTC  movie. This installment was by far better than

the second and third movies.

Second Week : The start of the new semester. I of all people was hoping to get a break or something

for this semester. I ended up taking 3 subjects and it's causing me so

much trouble. Plus I'm applying to which ever university/universities

which I want to enter and my options are very very very very limited.

Third Week :  The start of my tests and assignments began. The study feeling still didn't enter.

Crap. That was gonna cost me. And it did. Ever went to a test with half your

brain elsewhere? I had one of those moments. Never ever want to repeat that.

Fourth Week : On Monday I screwed up my presentation. Great. On Tuesday I think I blanked out in

class, then went back home and blanked out some more. Wednesday was a bit

of a surprise to me. I actually learned something.... Cool right? I know that

sounds sad but yeah. And today, I have approximately 22 hours and 45 minutes

to make use of before the next day.

The best part is how fast this thing works our. I'm into my fourth week of college and it's the middle of the semester already... I just realized how messed up it is. More epic moments will be appearing if I remember to post more.... XD

Ups and Downs of everything on this planet

Want to know something really cool? It's kind of obvious.

But I'm writing it to make us humans feel guilty if possible.

We humans are very very "interesting" people.

Whatever we humans do there is always a consequence.

Not directly at us but rather at another person or even an animal

or the environment suffering from our choices.

The slot for someone in university may be the one robbed from

a person more worthy of his/her slot.

 The food we waste is the food not eaten by the children

suffering from malnutrition in Africa/Haiti.

The waste of sites in factories goes to the river, air and in all

manner of places. Dump sites are slowly overflowing.

And at the rate we're going there is no point for slow change

anymore if we are TRULY (must emphasize) concerned about

our mother earth and the continuation of life on this planet.

Because right now we are using more waste-creating utilities when

the atmosphere deteriorates because of the use of such utilities for

the sake of personal comfort. 40 years from now there won't be

anymore fossil fuel, 20 years from now we will see the extinction

of certain types of flora and fauna.

And because we human beings are sentient and is able to

disagree and agree, new conflicts may occur which involves

war and all manors of warfare which pollutes the planet even

further. But at the cost of all this, we do come up with some 

good parts which have greatly eased our life... but not the life of

other living beings.

So please... take a step back... stop work for a year, clean up all

the rubbish we have collected and make use of it, grow some trees,

etc. But honestly speaking I doubt much will change because 

we humans are the most inconsiderate bunch of people that doesn't

care what happens to others as long as they are comfortable.

The few things that can change a life

I've hit one of those moments. It was like liquid nitrogen

chilling down my spine. It was one of those things that

reminded me that the world is full of inconsiderate and 

uncaring people. This time I argued with a friend about

something which led back to the old times, although

it was partially my fault it escalated to that extent.

It's one of those chapters in life that I've hit and man did

it hurt, still hurts actually. But now that I think back about

why we argued it was actually over the matter of consideration

and maturity. If one can't balance out things in a relationship

then don't get into one. Because it will lead to conflict and 

although once in a while it will spice up the relationship but

too much will lead to a break up in the end. And if one is

giving and all the other one does is take then it's also not

worth the while being in a relationship. I just found out

 from today's psychology class presentation.I made that very

mistake of giving in but not doing anything for myself.

From a bible verse which I googled (of course I was lazy)

This verse gave me some comfort and also gave me counsel :

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own 

understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."

Another week in my life

It has been quite eventful compared to other weeks but

also quite uneventful at the same time...

For instance I finally got my mouse..

It's quite good compared to most mouses.

Good control, comfortable fit, all the things

of an almost perfect mouse.

Ever seen a ladybug bow before a mouse?

If you haven't this is the best time to check it out...

It suddenly came out of nowhere and landed

on my mouse pad... cool eh?

I had a bit of time to kill so i played with the

ladybug for a bit...

Anyhow, another thing that happened in mt week

was the orientation for the March semester AUP

students.

 No pictures (apologies) but I had the chance to be in

charge of making roti canai... Hehehe... And the participants

had to eat it for lunch. Quite edible but seriously could be

better.

The most epic part of my week was during Sunday worship.

Halfway through playing the guitar the guitar string snapped.

I almost froze on stage and felt tempted to swap the guitar for

a mike but then I remembered I don't sing well, at all.... =.=

Anyways, that's all old hat now.... Another week has come

and there's a whole lot more stuff to do compared to before.

Will keep posting new posts whenever I'm free.... Til then, Cya!!!